i will always want you

“Wrecking Ball”

We clawed, we chained, our hearts in vain
We jumped, never asking why
We kissed, I fell under your spell
A love no one could deny

Don’t you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can’t live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

I put you high up in the sky
And now, you’re not coming down
It slowly turned, you let me burn
And now, we’re ashes on the ground

Don’t you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can’t live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me

I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
And instead of using force
I guess I should’ve let you win
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
I guess I should’ve let you win

Don’t you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me

I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

this song… ugh gotta read between the lines

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almost is never enough

assuming without any assurance.. boo! i guess this is what God planned for me, for us, idk let go and let God.

Dear Shell sea (okay),

i know this is too early but i think i fell for ya! i hate you for giving me that banana yesterday, for saying “hi” whenever we see each other so on and so forth, you’ll never gonna read this (i know) because this is a secret blog LOL haha but yeah.. i think i fell for ya, and i hate myself for getting attached this early. thank you for the memories (baka meron haha) even though they weren’t so great, i enjoyed it. kahit na parang ako na yung lumalabas na naghahabol sayo, kahit pangit yon para sa side ko wala eh i did it for you.. and kahit na madami nagsasabi na mas okay tayo kesa kayo, if u know what i mean (charot) iba naman kasi yung ikaw sakanila diba. well i guess we’re not meant to be together anyway, masyado lang ako na attach siguro.. oh well papel life goes on

and we can deny it as much as we want but in times our feelings will show, cause sooner or later we’ll wonder why we gave up the truth is everyone knows… almost, almost is never enough, so close to being in love if i would have known that you wanted me the way i wanted you, then maybe we wouldn’t be two worlds apart but right here in each others arms, yeah we almost we almost knew what love was.. but almost is never enough

happy thoughts

being bipolar… yep, that’s just me! haven’t updated my blog and i am proud to say that i am happy now. may things had happened these past weeks and i realized a lot of stuff, stuff that dragged me to forget that jerk and to focus on someone whom i know is worth keeping, and i hope that she won’t do the same thing just like what that jerk did to me. 

 

note to self: just don’t get too attached 

falling from cloud 9

Meeting someone and trusting them that much wasn’t that good after all… met someone in the previous months and I’m regretting the moment that I met him. If I can just turn back everything and rewind time. GUYS, being paasa doesn’t make you cool! Sending us those sweet text messages, checking us out… UGH! If you don’t have a plan taking us seriously, just don’t okay? Stay away. Because it’s not that easy for us girls being treated like an option.

I admit, those months that we’ve talked, I fell for him but not that hard. It’s just that, I find it sad.. I feel so alone and parang pinaasa lang niya ako, ako naman umasa agad. Yep! I can say that I’m falling from cloud 9 because after all that sweet convo’s we’ve made (lol) that jerk just left me, hanging. Dayumm eh?

wish i could press rewind

many things had happened to me and i’m kinda’ happy about it… but sometimes, i just can’t stop thinking of a certain person. a person who respects me a lot, the guy who’ll stay by my side no matter what circumstance, the guy who’ll spoil me everything and the one who won’t take me for granted. i just miss the feeling of being into someone who’s willing to accept my flaws and all. i miss you, Buzz. in times like this, i miss the way we talk, we laugh, we argue , those warm hugs, sweet kisses and all.. i miss us and i can’t do anything about it.

“Moving on doesn’t mean you forget about things. It just means you have to accept what happened and continue living.” util we meet again, temple